Alright. I am done being bitchy and angry. I apologize for the tone of that last post (angst!).

But I am still uncertain with the whole relationship issue. Distance does, in fact, affect relationships. It will certainly be a test! But love = love. And trust = love. And God = love. Therefore, Trust = God = Love. :-)

ANYWHO, I am feeling good! I have just e-mailed Imai-sensei the tutoring guide she asked me to write...um.......2...months...ago...*wah!* But whatever. At least I'm not sending it in August or September etc. when I won't even be in the country. That community service was definately a..............experience I will never forget.

Weight loss update! I almost started crying tears of joy yesterday. Ladies and gentlemen....I have discovered that I am now a size 8. SIZE 8!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I have NEVER been a size 8 before!! Always 9/10/11 depending on the line of clothing. I still haven't weighed myself, though. Guh. Why am I afraid of a scale? I am proof that you CAN reach your weight loss goal, no matter how difficult you may think it is. I could write a self-help book, lol.

Macy's was having a sale yesterday (which is why I bought my size 8 jeans!!!!!! wahooo!!!!) on most everything in the store. Which means *drum roll* I bought SUITCASES!!!! Suitcases which normally run for $250 EACH, but since luggage was 60% off, I paid $250 for THREE ENTIRE SUITCASES!!!

In other news, I am still very excited for Pennsylvania. But I hate airplanes. But Greg is worth the fear!