Happy Times

I have been in a really really good mood recently. I don't know what's going on! Hahaha! :-)

The scoop on my life! I had my study abroad appointment with Joanne Bennett! I am going to Nanzan no matter WHAT! Even if it KILLS ME!!!!!!!!! Apparantly the application deadline is in February, but I don't actually find out if I'm "in" in until May. So, for about 3-ish months second semester I will be going crazy. Just letting you all know! I will be in super anxiety mode!!

Dee! I LOVE YOU! Had to put that out there. :-D I'LL SEE YOU IN 16 DAYS!!!

I got prof. smith to change my c+ to a b-. I'm happy about that but at the same time his class scares the shit outta me. I still don't know what exactly smith is looking for in his papers. Or, if I THINK I know, I am actually so far from the truth it hurts. Wah! But oh well. Maybe if I fit his life story in one of my papers, he'll be thrilled and go "well now I HAFTA give you an A!"

Kate! Don't die!!!!!!!!

That's it from this boring life of mine. Days go by. Nights come. Mornings go by quickly. Etc. Etc. Rinse and repeat. Apparantly wittenberg is scamming me and making me pay them for receiving an actually paper paycheck and not using the damn witt accounts they give us. For the record, I really enjoy phone calls. You should call me sometime.

:-(

Fuck me. I'm having the worst day of my life. Not only did I have the worst dream ever last night, but I got a C+ on my paper. GAAAH. Just kill me please.

My parents are coming to visit me this weekend.

I should be really happy, right? I should be like how I was last year: practically bursting with excitement. This year is different, though. I don't feel the same. In fact, I kind of don't want them to come visit. It's kind of selfish to say all this considering that none of my friends parents are coming, but honestly I don't want to see my parents this weekend. I'd rather just relax. They even want to go to the football game. Me + sporting events = not a good match.

My dad's even trying to get me to come home for fall break now that I'm not going to Columbus. I honestly don't want to go. I'm at such an awkward point in my life. Oh well, I still have time to decide. I'd rather just stay on campus. What's with my sudden lethargy?

September 7th Thoughts

Wah! I haven't written in a while! I'm sorry!

To be honest, I've tried writing new posts, but they all came out sounding bitchy and whiney and pointless. So I didn't post them.

Let's see......what's going on in my life? Yesterday I ate Japanese food at I-zu (Aizu). I LOVE THAT RESTAURANT!! Somehow every time I go in there, I feel at home. And it's run by real Japanese people so I got to try out random Japanese phrases and feel cool, haha.

Today I slept until noon. It was amazing. I haven't actually slept that well in soooooo long, so it was nice. But, alas, the work I have been putting off all weekend came back to bite me in the ass, so I couldn't have much of a social life today.

On a more personal note, I've been feeling really disconnected lately. Disconnected with myself. I think I am in deinal about a lot of things that I really don't want to admit. Plus, I've been very angry recently. INCREDIBLY angry. But, at risk of sounding emo or bitchy, I'll stop there.

I should take a shower. Good night!