Why do I get the feeling like my parents are disappointed in me?

I know that's something weird to ask and I know it's most definately not true, but that's how I've been feeling lately. For example, my mom called a couple days ago to work out some scholarship issues and whatnot, and she did NOT sound happy to talk to me. And then this morning I received a preachy e-mail from her about how she did not want me to stay with Greg and how she was sad I wasn't coming home for Easter and blah blah blah blah. *sigh*

Not to mention I've been feeling so guilty about EVERYTHING recently. I don't know what's going on. I feel like my friends are so disappointed in me. And I feel like I'm letting everyone down. And I feel like I'm being a clingy girlfiend. I feel like everyone is irritated with me, so I'm trying to just have Cece-time. So right now I sit here in my room and blog about my disgusted-with-myself-ness.

I need you to be here with me, best friend. I need someone to vent to and laugh with and celebrate life with. I don't seem to have anyone like that here.