I went to Catholic church the other night and.....................I liked it *cringe*. Basically, even though I have changed denominations completely and go to my own AMAZING church on Sundays, I still go to Catholic mass twice a year with my family (christmas and easter......except not really easter anymore since I go to school miles and miles away from home). Even though I've spent my years running from everything Catholic, my roots lie with Catholicism. I'm sorry. I hate it as much as you do. I hate Catholicism. But sometimes I can't forget that it played such a strong part in my life for 16 years. Believe it or not, I was actually moved at the mass. The horrible horrible horrible decision I made some weeks ago still haunts me and makes me feel really sad almost every day. I have been having THE WORST time getting over it. But a couple nights ago at mass, I felt reconnected with myself and asked God for forgiveness. And I believe he forgave me. Now I just have to forgive myself.
Anyway, all seriousness aside. I have been having a pretty relaxing break. I found out that my Majora's Mask cartridge doesn't work anymore *sad face*. It keeps freezing. But my Ocarina of Time cartridge still works amazingly, so I have been playing Zelda almost every day to keep myself occupied. I've also been reading a lot. I've actually rediscovered my love of reading! Oh, I've also been spending time with my family which, originally, I was really dreading, but it's getting better. In fact, these past couple days have been nice. There have even been a few instances recently where my Dad has said something to me and I've laughed so hard that I started crying.
So what's next on my list? I was freaking out last night because apparantly my passport expires while I will be in Japan and the application requires a passport valid at LEAST up to 6 months after the program ENDS. Soooooooo after a lot of confusion and freaking out, I managed to find a way to get my passport renewed. Yeah! Megan, if you are reading this, since we both got our passports at the same time-ish, you should check and see when yours expires ASAP.
Anyway, I'm off to go entertain myself somehow. I hope everyone had a good Christmas!!! :) I wish my dad would fix the damn internet already. I feel so disconnected. I'll be making a reappearance in your lives soon! Mwahahaha!
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